Forgive me if I have been staring at you for the past few hours.
I wanted to say something but I keep on stopping myself every time.
Truthfully, I have been struggling, trying to grasp my sense of consciousness.
When I close my eyes I feel lost. All my defenses are down.
I am holding you but I can’t seem to grasp anything.
As if the world is tumbling down..”
August 14, 2010